So… yeah, basically it. I wanted to resume this blog and it had to be with a negative mind, hope it improves as the posts continue to go on.
I thought to write about some things I loved february, but no, life as always kicks me in the face when I’m optimistic.
I moved to Uruguay almost a year ago after a major family problem. I had two jobs, had economic stability and friends, and I thought ” if I’m doing well in Venezuela, I can make it in another country” so, I followed my mother and came here. I planned to get a job, study the career I long to study and, you know, have the social life I was used to have.
Almost a year later: I have no job, no friends, no money and no hope. Even having the national citizenship, I’m mistreated and told that I am a foreigner almost everywhere I go. It is noteworthy to say that three generations of my family (on both sides) were born in Uruguay.
I have an extensive curriculum wich almost no one believes because of my age. And for this people, I’m not even qualified to be a maid when, I have a bachelor degree. And so I thought “well, I’ll try to apply for a Master course of the Erasmus Mundus, since my older was chosen for a scholarship”, and he helped me with my application and stuff.
Since I was waiting the response, I thought of joining the opera school of Uruguay. I went to the audition and was not selected. The director said “Do come here the next year, you will get in surely”. And said that there was not enough applicant spots. After being completely depressed for 3 days I did put myself together and waited for the Erasmus Mundus again.
And so, today I received a mail from the Director of the mastercourse saying I “have not been awarded a place on our programme.”
It sucks to be me right now. Big time.